last monday, bila i attend the monthly meeting..i was shocked to know that we r having audit ISO from 19-24th aug..adoi..kecut perut weh..im not fully prepared to b audited yet!!lepas tu ari ni, my staff told me..the audit is actually from 19-28..makk aii..makin lama ni..by rite, next week, i patutnya pegi kursus out of town for 3 days, then take leave for 2 days..ingatkan nak gi jalan2 ke kl..now after all these..mcm tak nk bagi i cuti je .. :(my specialist kat hosp cakap, if i nak amik cuti on my attachment day, kena bagitau awal2 cos she wants to limit number of patients..kalau 1 week prior, kira awal ke?tp bila check appointment book, nampak gaya mcm ramai je patients next week..hiks..hiks..sedihnya ..tak leh cuti lg :((y life has to b so hard?when good things come..semua benda jd good..but when bad things come, semua nya jadi hampeh!!may b for now, im at the bottom of my life cycle..cannot complaint much..just hv to wait for my wheel of life to b at the top again...i hope..
last nite na told me, my bro cakap "ramai2 adik abg, lin la yang paling garang" wahhh..ye ke?i garang ke?rasa mcm dh abis baik dh..hahaso pg td i tanya abg, betul ke i garang? abg cakap "there's time when u got hurt, u tend to b sarcastic"ooh..itu mmg tak boleh nak deny..i mmg sengaja tu..sbb i tak reti nak naikkan suara..so plg best attack biar org tu sakit ati la..ye la..kalau dia dh sakitkan ati i..mana aci i sorg je yg sakit ati..saper suruh cari pasal dgn saya?tapi...if i mmg dh betul2 gila2 sakit ati, i wont say anything coz i cant find any other sarcastic words to hurt them..some ppl use curse, but i dont use vulgar words..so if tiba2 je u found me next to u, not uttering anywords, be ware!! there must b something tht u said/done tht has irritated me to the max..n be careful next time, coz i might pay u back then..heheh
ari ni i went to my former clinic for my research.ok je.my specialist belanja breakfast.segan jugak..i dtg tak bwk apa2 pun kat dia..coz it is pure work..i dont mix work n pleasure.hehe..ok lame excuse..i am absent minded..ngaku je la..dh byk kali asyik lupa je..all the Bali souvenirs still lg dlm paper bag.i baru bagi kat my staff je..pegi klinik kat kb dh 2-3 kali, lupa jugak...jumpa G 2-3 kali...lupa jugak..jumpa kak niny kat pasir puteh...pun lupa jugakk..sorry la pplcili n abg...lagi la..even though i lalu dpn post office everyday, i mmg susah nk make an effort tu singgah n post the parcel to both of u ..eisykk...teruk laa elinny niboring nya..i baru perasan tht kenduri sambut menantu kak jhan is actually on sunday..i igt saturday..so if sunday, susah sket la..tak leh la nk join menghantar pengantin tu..sorry sgt2..but i hope i can make it for the makan2pas tu td siti sms ,saying our plan to hv bfast at mcd this weekend kena cancel..coz kak jhan cannot make it.instead, we will go out tomorrow nite..hope i wont b too tired then.bila laa ari yg best nk dtg lg?lin boring la...i cant wait for something good to happen to lift up my spirit a bit
last nite i cant sleep..at 3.30 am ive to take 2 panadols just to get a 2 and a half hour sleep..when i got up at 7 this morning, i cant decide whether i should go to work or not..but i did..tp 8.15 dh call my colleague mintak replace me this afternoon..gila weyy..pegi keja dgn mata separuh terbukak..half of my mind felt flying in the free space..5 mins b4 10, my colleague confirmed ada org utk ganti my work ..waahh..leganyabalik umah, as expected my parents were shocked to see me come home even b4 lunch hour..explained a bit this n that..then i took another panadol to get another 2 hours sleep..bila bangun, baru rasa lega skit..a friend used to tell me he needs to take 2 panadols b4 sleep everynite just to get a good rest..i think i better follow his regime..at least i can get ample sleep every nite
i hv to admit , my workload is piling up..sometimes i felt like i overworked..teringin nak amik cuti n go somewhere else, tapi sebut je pasal cuti, my staff dah buat muka cuak..i know they r having a hard time arranging my appointments..the other day, somebody told me im being sensitive...well, im stress with my workload and my hormones are not quite balanced at the moment, so do u mind?at times i geram jugak...i lagi geram sebab i cant express out what and how i feel..u know times like when ppl usik2 u until u cannot tahan, or when ppl potong masa u tengah cakap, or when ppl said they understand u when in real fact, they didnt even have a clue..u feel like standing up and shout "STOP IT!! " but u cant, instead u forced urself to smile or u cut the conversation short with "okla, eh dh lambat, nk tdo ' or 'ok..ok ..eh ada keja la'..obviously tht r lame excuses ..u dont fight back coz u think its inappropriate, rude and u dont want to hurt others' feelings.. n yet u r jeopardizing ur own...sigh..Hani been telling me again and again ," speak up !! let ppl know how u feel "cannot la Hani... i was told by Lina ( who was told by her superior at work) ..if u r stress, it would b better if u can keep it to urself..coz if u let it out to someone, there's possibility u r going to make tht people stress too..n then, u r going to ruin 2 ppl's work performance when it could have been only 1... it sounds mean, but it is also true..this is sick..i am sick..arghhhhh
jap eh...i nk lepaskan perasaan jap..break from Bali story jap.last 2 days, a fren called me asking if i really am going to b transfer to hospital or not.she said somebody told her tht i will get transfer soon..i told her not to trust anything unless u see it in black and white..today, i went to Pasir Puteh for my research..things going ok..5 out of 7 patients turned up and all of them got significant improvement..okla, except 1..tht worries me a bit..another 2 patients tu, tak pe la..may b they cant make it today, so i'll meet them next month..at abt 4.30, after doing OP at Perol, i got 5 missed calls-3 from my clinic and another 2 from main clinic in KB..turns out tht my boss left a message for me to go to hosp for paeds attachment tomorrow, but ONLY tomorrow..i was like, eh apa ni?bila masa i mintak nk gi paeds esok?when i called my paed specialist, she said since the boss doesnt want to give her a full time paeds officer, so she asked for a weekly officer..laa...kalau amik i, mmg la i suka but then my sched dah damn fully pack!! penat la i nk susun balik :(pening..pening..when i got home, found a big envelope on the buffet cupboard.i knew it was for me coz abg told me he's sending me something for my bday gift..bukak2 je..guess whats before my eyes?a TOMEI pearl necklace !! wow..tak penah org bagi hadiah mcm ni to me :)thank u abg :) u make my day :)oh..btw..happy birthday to my niece Alya and my good friend G ... hv a blessful year ahead!! :)
i dunno how much hv i cursed PM for this matter..geram siyut..tiba2 je naik..banyak pulak tu..dh buang tebiat ke apa org tua tu?dia tak bayar minyak tak pe la..tp takkan tak pikir pasal org lain?naikkan gaji ciput..tp naikkan harga minyak melambung2..told my mom, igt kan lepas elaun kritikal naik, i boleh simpan lebih skit..but at this rate, dgn minyak n elektrik naik harga...mcm mana nk menyimpan?mmg bodoh betul la pak lah ni..patut la ramai org panggil dia pak bodolah..cakap tak penah serupa dgn apa dia buat..remember abt parlimen bubar ari tu?kejap kata nk bubar..kejap kata tak..n the next 2 days tiba2 je parlimen bubar ..konon sbb agong nk gi oversea..tak masuk akal btol..bangang gila!!..malu btol aku dia jadi pemimpin negara..sungguh tak berkaliber..dan menindas rakyat!! cuba cakap, apa kemajuan dan perubahan (yg positif) yg dia dh bawak selama dia jd PM?stakat aku nampak...maju nya dlm RM yg membebankan rakyat je...bodoh tol..tak de ke org yg nk gi tembak dia mati cpt2?hidup pun buat org sakit ati je
had an ok day today until i got a phone call late evening which ..er how should i put it?ruined my day?sort of..i got frustrated after that n everything seems so wrong..was cracking my head to find a way out..went out after Maghrib coz i need to get something for rosas's n siti's sis wedding..but shopping when u r in unstable mood is useless..i cant figure out what should i buy..so i just bought wrapping papers and cards instead..when i got home, i knew i got to do something to get me out of this moody mood..so i cooked tom yam based on the recipe i got yesterday from the net..but the outcome is awful..really awful..but im glad it turned out tht way..funny..feels like all the bitterness has finally got out of me..hmm..didnt know that eating something awful can taste this sweet
today, i woke up feeling bored..dunno what to do..took me a while to gather up my mind and headed to the kitchen..am going to make pistachio with citrus ice cream today..the last time we went to pengkalan kubor, mom bought pistachios..still got half packet left..n since i dont want to eat them anymore, y not sacrifice them for my next experiment?hehe..as amateurs in cooking n baking, i misunderstood the steps again..was supposed to add the warm milk into the mixture of sugar n eggs ..instead i pour in the mixture into the pan contains of warm milk..aduii..harap2 it will b ok...in the afternoon, i went out to pay my car loan n maxis bill..but CIMB close all its cash deposit machine..geram nya..nasib baik la my due date is on 26th..ahad ni la pulak keluar kot..then i went to tesco..buying few things for my next next projects..at the escalator, on my way back to the car, ppl started qeueing..i wonder why..rupa2 nya there's a veteran couple who was terrified to get on the escalator..laa haii..kesian pulak tgk..after a while, they stepped back, allowing others to go first..tht time i ingat nk tarik them to the elevator..but b4 i reached them, a sweet young couple ahead me grabbed the makcik's hand n guide her n her husband to the escalator..waah..what a relief..i thought there's no more good ppl on earth :)but then i cant help wondering, how did the golden couple got here?if kat ground level, tak pe la..ni 1st floor..tadi dia naik macam mana ye?dtg berdua je ke?mana anak2 or whoever who brought them there?hmm..kes parah ni..bawak org tua jalan, pas tu tinggal2 kan..kalau rasa tak larat nk pimpin diorg, jgn la bawak..kesian diorg terkulat2 kat situ..eisykk
u know what kind of ppl i hate most?1. liars2. those who talk behind my back (ok..sometimes i did tht also..can't help it)3. those who waste other's timemy friend A called me this afternoon, asking me abt our plan to go to rosas's wedding end of this month..told her i cant make it even if i got my car back at tht time coz i got to attend a course a day b4 tht .. she told me abt her get-away holiday after attending the wedding..i dunno wht else did we talk abt , but we came to this part :-me : sori la..akak ada banyak projek laaA : projek apa..akak nak kawin ke?me : eisyk ..ada pulak..byk projek lain lagi..calon pun tak de, mcm mana nak kawin..heheA : eh..bukan akak ada banyak calon ke?me : a'ahh mmg byk calon..calon buat suka2 je .. hehe..awak tu..bila nak kenduri?A : eh tak de dah kak..ermm..dah putus.. (silent for a while)me : ooh...errmm..tak pe ..tak pe..kita cari lain..jgn risau..malam masih muda (ala2 nk buat lawak yg tak jadi)A : a'ahh..hehethe truth hurts..i desperately wanna know what happened actually..so i asked H, who happens to know abt everything :pturns out, A's fiance for nearly 1 year plus has decided to break off the engagement, saying 'saya tak pernah menyintai awak' and 'saya bertunang dengan awak pun sbb mak saya'stupid f**king ass!!! gila ke apa?kan tak pasal2 dah buat aku mencarut kat sini..geram nak marah betul dgn tht guy..H pun bengang gila..i think only crazy ppl will reject someone like A..to me , she is perfect - tall, fair, pretty, sweet , kind ..semua benda2 best la ada kat dia..bodoh piang betul x-tunang dia tu..A devastated abt it..she has been really close with the guy's family..so its really2 hard for her n both families to accept it..when we were students, A penah citer kat i abt her then bf..nampak sgt dia suka kat laki ni..n from the way she tells, i think this guy pun suka kat dia..but then guys..tambah lagi dah keja n got lots of friends..so kdg2 A jeles jugak esp when he put up his pic with his x-gf in his frenster..i was dumb abt guys too, mind u..so i told her 'relax la..tak de apa2 la tu..diorg kawan je kot' .. n i kept telling myself guys always like that..they never show how much they love a gal..just wait until they lose her..then, baru nk meroyan..it seems like i was totally wrong..i'm so sorry A for giving u such a stupid advice..i should hv told u to leave him tht day..so u wont feel so miserable today..but one thing for sure, u r not losing so much except for the time u've spent loving him..all of us know a gal like u is a hot stuff..soon u'll get a replacement my dear, someone who is better, much much better than ur loser x-fiance..n when tht day comes, we will remember abt today n we will have the best laugh of our lives.. u see... those who laugh last..laugh the best...n tht would b US *HUGS**
apa nak buat ye?i am supercalifragilisticespialidocious.....except that..im in the opposite state :(what would u expect in a 27-year-old gal with a 17-year-old mindset? y did i ask that?it's bcoz :-a) my family treat me like a 17-year-old b) i behave like oneooh..pathetic..pathetic...p/s : do ignore this post...im having delusion
a tree fall over my car..now the car is in the workshop..so i cant attend my bestfriend's wedding end of this month...the result : rosas merajuk with me my friend tried to potong my jalan and grab the post in the hosp ...the result : i merajuk with my... er specialist(?)i got too emotional + PMS (?) ..so i cant concentrate on my revision, but yet, out of no reason i blame it on the celebrations ... the result : G stopped talking to me my sister can't balik kampung for wesak day coz her hubby got works and she also still tired after coming back from out station ..the result : i merajuk (again) coz i cant meet my nieces n nephews n also the cats .. plus my plan to bake the cheesecake will go down the drain coz there's no point for me baking if there's no kids to enjoy it.i can't take leave end of this month coz i got to attend a course..so i cant spend the time with siti n kak ji for ..er bacheloratte's party (?)... the result : siti got upseti can't take leave on kak ji's wedding day coz i got OP day.. instead i can only take pm off..means i will miss the majlis akad nikah ... the result : kak ji got upseti booked MAS flight for my next month's AGM in KL for RM 152 while my specialist got Air Asia for RM 88... hmm..should have checked both websites b4 buying the tickets ... the results : aszraf a bit upset with measzraf booked a room for us to stay during AGM..initially the clerk said we can get govt rate ..rm 190..but the next day , another staff said there's no such rate anymore, so we have to pay extra rm 50 ... the result : both of us got upsetsince everyone merajuk here n there, so now i declare MAY is the merajuk month of the year !!!!agree??
i run through my YM list and found out that there's a number of nicks tht i havent chat for ages..so its time to ditch them out..hehe..buat semak je :Pi also realised that ive been hiding from few ppl ..hmm...i already forgot why should i appear offline for them..n there's also few ppl who is hiding from me too?how did i know?well...when they always got online everyday n suddenly they are no where to be seen , u knew what is happening..esp when u just got in a fight with them or hurt them recently.reminds me of someone who got tired with all the sms sent from one of his friend..he finally decided to ignore those sms..hmm..i cant do tht..if i got sms/msg even from somebody i dont really fond of, i cant help but replyingto it coz i think it is so inappropriate to make ppl waiting for way too long for a reply..even just for a short ones...so to me, if i really want to get away from somebody, i just delete and block their names from the list..so if they cant see me, they wont bug me with any msg...rite?then i wont feel so guilty coz at some point i might as well forgot who they are :)
penah guna somebody to get something tak?in short, u didnt go according to a procedure..what is procedure actually?how telus can somebody be when dealing with all the procedures?ok..i admit , i got to work in my own negeri bcoz somebody helped me out..i didnt ask his help but he insisted to bring me back here coz he pitied my parents..if i leave the state, they will b all alone here..but after that, ive tried my best not to use ppl's help again to get something..it didnt feel nice..it haunted u for such a long time..n u can expect ppl to talk behind ur back for months..or even years..so when i was posted to district which is abt 45 mins away from home, i dont complaint much..(i only started complaining after few months working there coz of something else) n when i applied for a transfer, i didnt go to my sedara who happens to b a big 'somebody' in the admin office to help me out..i left it to fate to decide..n luckily God hears my pray..so when ppl around me dont stop from using their influences to get something, it really irritates me..dont they realise that we have been talking behind their back for such a long time already?dont they got tired?i personally dah GOD damn tired acting like i dont care in front of them..coz I DO CARE!!it's abt the post that my specialist offered me last month..i dont want to b perasan, but i knew my paed specialist likes my work when i was attached at the hosp..n since then, she had been very persuassive n supportive abt me taking paeds too..she even complimented me in front of the senior specialist from KL (hehe..yang tu really makes me perasan a bit).after i lapor diri at KB last month, i had a talk with her, n she assured me that she's choosing me among others for the post..n we just have to wait for the comfirmation letter from admin ppl..but lately my friends who are now working at the hosp told me that there's this one friend of ours (who everyone knew very 'influencing'-did i get the word rite?-) is bz trying to get the same post..i should b calm coz i knew the specialist is on my side..but the head dept is a friend to the gal's father-in-law...n all this while she n her hubby got the best options bcoz of that..it really pissed me off actually..ive been planning to take an exam with her hubby somewhere after next raya, to further our studies..n ive been trying to b professional in it..but how professional can i b when i hv to b nice with the hubby n b very very fake with the wife?it's exhausting..n i feel like im losing the battle already..what's the point of me taking the exam (n hopefully to pass it with good grades) but i cant get a seat at the hosp , the seat which belongs to me coz my specialist said so?it is so unfair how some ppl can do such things to their own friends..i mean..if u want to use 'ur influence', berpada-pada la...takkan u want everything for urself?pls dont b too self-centered..i dont know how long can i stay acting nice in front of u...so pls behave like others..there's a long queue there n i suggested u to start joining us in it
ever wonder what happened to all the things u gave to ur friends as a gift?when giving out a gift, what should we feel actually?A - happy coz we make somebody happyB - satisfied coz we managed to get something for somebody (shows tht we are not selfish @ kedekut)C - worried that somebody doesnt like what we get for him/herD - wonder what will happen to the gift..e.g : into the trash, kept safe in a closet (n never to be seen again after that), or to be used regularly n well taken care ofhonestly, i dont give out gifts much. not saying im being stingy..it's just tht i got paranoid thinking the fate for the things tht im going to give to them
my 1st day at work after the long holiday was damn suck..my staff tiba2 mcm tak reti nk buat kerja.. n my body malfunctioned as well..end up , i had to take nap every available time i got..afternoon..i had to cancel all appointment coz im deadly tak larat..luckily able to drive home after work..had an early nite .so the next day was better..i was able to huha-huha as usual.siti came to office to distribute her wedding cards..then we went to kak niny's house to see her new edition of babies.cute..n she named her baby after my twin's n my name..alamakk..terharunya..thanx kak niny..sedap sgt ke nama kitorg ni?tht nite i slept at siti's house..brr...sejuk gila..so as expected, i fall sick again the next day..i missed my nephew's bday party...tak larat sgt nk drive..nasib baik my bro came home tht nite and took me out for dinner..so dapat la makan mee sup panas..kat rumah tak de mee..i teringin sgt nk makan mee sup, tp so tak larat nk keluar..tapau roti canai for breakfast the next day..then, chatting with Abang for hours..sampai i sakit tekak..hehethis morning, i woke up realising im losing my voice when i tried to sing along with P.Daddy for his song 'Last Night' , feat ..err..saper ehh?lupa lak.adoii..sakit pulak tu tekak..semalam G said he will come to my area if i demam lagi today..so pg td i tanya dia nk dtg tak? he asked..demam lagi ke?dgn jujurnya i jawab..demam dah kurang, tp tekak sakit..n suara dh nk ilang..so dia pun decided tak jadi dtg :(( laa..i baru je nk mintak dia dtg n bawak i keluar..i nk makan mee sup lagi..thts the only thing yg i rasa sng nk telan in my current condition.mmg la blh keluar sendiri..tp suara i tak berapa nk keluar..kang i cakap nak mee sup..dibaginya benda lain..susah pulakk..tu sbb nk dia ada sama..blh tlg orderkan makanan...tp dah dia cakap mcm tu..i nak cakap apa lg?so i pun mandi..makan roti canai semalam..basuh baju..sapu sampah kat laman depan n belakang..buat report skit2..then keluar servis keta..only to know tht diorg dh byk sgt keta nak kena servis..so i hv to come again at 2..okla..so i balik umah..rehat jap..solat ..then keluar balik..sambil2 tunggu dia servis..i went to see the new edition cars..cantik siyutt..masa nak bayar the service, tht lady said lusa ada clinic day..so i patut dtg coz the specialist for the car will b around for free consultation..ok gak tu..i pun tak sihat ni..so may b i akan amik EL jugak tht day..now...its 5 pm.i just had my lunch..tak tahan sgt lapar..i make myself some fried nuggets, fried fishballs, n french toast..ok..ok i know its not the best diet for my sore throat..but what else i can do?grr..geramnyaa..kenapa la nk kena sakit time2 dok sorang mcm ni?lain la kalau ada parents ke..family ke..bf ke..laki ke..ada jugak org nk tlg tgk2 kan n jaga kita..ciss...buat sakit ati je
dunno what's wrong today..may b tak cukup tdo semalam..ari ni bangun2 je..mood dah monyok.bila pegi kerja , jumpa kawan2 , tukar2 cerita..dapat pulak cerita yang tak sedap didengar, makin down mood jadinya..nasib baik kerja tak banyak sangat ari nipetang tadi bukak balik homework from the last kursus..tengok2 semua yg dah buat kat KL ari tu tak boleh bukak sebab kat sana kita guna latest version..yg kat ofis tu version zaman pak kaduk..so terpaksa buat balik..nasib baik ada tulis note ari tu..senang citer..bila balik umah baru perasan lupa nk amik cd installer software yang nak guna utk buat homework tu..plan nya nk installkan dalam laptop sendiri sebab next week nk amik cuti 1 week..so kalau sempat , nak buat report tu within that period of time.ari tu organiser cakap dia bagi masa 1 month utk siapkan report..dah antar report nnt, baru boleh dapat sijil..isyk...susahnya nak dapatkan sijil sekeping ;(nasib baik org TM datang baiki line internet ari ni..mak cakap diorg tukar connector tu sbb dah berkarat..bagus jugak tu..thanx TM..harap2 nya streamyx saya ni dah tak buat hal dah ..AMIN :)
i just got back from KL last nite..just finished attending a workshop related to a survey that ive to carry out..biasanya i like going out station like this...but this time..i betul2 tak sukai like it when everything is organized well..if one thing went out of place..then everything else will crash..just like this course.initially, the organiser said everything is arranged and prepared for us, so we just hv to bring ourselves there.n then , at the last minute, baru cakap tht we hv to book tickets n hotel for ourselves..being an anak manja who doesnt posses a credit card, booking a hotel room is quite a big task for me.beli tiket flight..wont b a big prob bcoz my twin dah bagi her credit card for tht purpos..but then, if i use it to pay for hotels..sape nk sign the bills?forgive me...but sejahat-jahat i, i wont cheat when it comes to credit card n money..more over my twin is a bank staff..so, im not going to drag her into a mess tht shouldnt b arised...when i was told to get my own accommodation, mula2 tu nk mintak my boss tolong book dulu, then i will pay later..but then, one of my friend said she wants to stay outside, at her hubby's house who happened to stay in KL..kebetulan pulak her hubby lives at the same aread with my sis..so i pun , thinking i will hv a teman to go around, opted for the same option..its not until the last minute, bila kitorang nk check in flight,i learnt tht my friend changed her mind and had booked a hotel for herself..at tht point of time, i dah tersentap..n knew something will go definitely wrong for me during the course held..well..1st impression IS true..definitely true..i was the last person to enter the classroom for the whole 3 days..n i nearly missed taking the assessment..the organiser is hell mad at me..n the senior officer in my team was pissed off ..i knew it was my fault..but should the organiser set things up straight at the beginning, i knew this kind of thing wont happen at all..i knew ME..usually im one of the early comers..sometimes i will reach the place even b4 the organiser do..but this time i really really messed up..it really demotivates me.i tak tau nak marah kat saper..to the organiser for the late information?to my friend for not telling me tht she changed her mind at the last minute?to my sis who always 'too relax n being late'?..in the end...i can only marah myself for not having credit card..tht one stupid plastic card does come in handy at times.honestly..i betul2 dah tak ada mood nk join this research, coz all the big bosses for it mesti dah mark my name n my face..definitely they will thought im such a useless crap..the only thing tht makes me glued here is my specialist a.k.a my ex-lecturer..i admired n respect her a lot..n i cant say NO to a person who has turned me into what i am now (i mean the good sides of me) ..she even praised abt me behind my back a LOT..the senior officer told me about it when we were waiting to board the flight to KL...cant wait for this 1 year to end fast...want to get the job done..as excellent as i can get..wish me luck
ive done this before in my previous blogs..n will do it here today..dah tak tahan sangat ni..first..my boss tu betul la dengki dengan i..today i take leave from work..ive applied for the leave since before raya lagi..but today, when i called my colleague, she said, pagi2 lagi my boss cari i..saying tht i took leave without telling anyone..gila ke apa?dia ingat i ni bengap sangat ke sampai tak reti nk isi borang cuti?tension betul i..dah la i baru je antar lagi satu borang cuti which i will take end of next month..ni silap2, kalau i antar awal2 ni...when the time comes..mesti dia ingat i tak antar borang lagi..mcm siyut je...org lain ponteng kerja, dia buat derk je..kalau pasal i..semua benda salah..ni yang buat i nak keluar dari sini cepat2...tolong la transfer saya pegi tempat lain pulak..tak larat nk dok sini dah..sakit ati je..double standard..asyik kena buli je...eisykk
i guess women are born to complaint...a LOTtake me myself for example..:1) when i got LOTS of work..i complaint2) when i have NO work..i complaint3) when no one helps me with my work...i complaint4) when ppl help me out ..i complaint5) when my call was not answered ..i complaint6) when my sms was not replied...i complaint7) when ppl drives fast..i complaint8) when ppl drives slow..i complaint9) when i cant get a parking lot..i complaint 10) when i cant take out my car from parking lot ..i complaintthere is no way to keep me quiet...btw..is tht complaint..or am i just a hard-to-be-pleased person?
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