i was going through friendster when i realised one of my ex-classmate just got married..must b a big one since he works with oil & gas company n make lots of $$...usually when i knew my friend got married, i got worried coz i havent yet..but somehow this time i felt relief pulak..ok la ..let me tell the story behind it..it has been nearly 10 years ago..when i was in early form 5..back then, i was a very low-profile gal..i bet a lot of ppl in the school didnt realise my presence there...what the heck..i dont think fame will benefit me in any way...but somehow tiba2 je i rasa mcm glamor skit..initially, when my friends n i passed the dewan selera (boy's section) tiba2 je the boys bising2 , n pointing at me..since they spoke in kelantan dialect, i was hoping my friends tak paham..coz i also tak paham y they did tht..then i noticed, when i crossing a certain group of boys, diorg tiba2 je step aside n let me go first..ok..thts fishy!! i wonder wht hv i done wrong..until on Valentine's day 1998, while gotong royong, my gal friends found something shocking written on the wall behind our class..some nuts hv put my name n another boy in the class (who happened to b pretty famous in school) in a love sign n quote "cinta 503 '98" ... adoi...bengang nya rasa!!! no wonder la tiba2 je i jadi famous..now everything make sense..as a result, i avoided speaking to him for months..i guessed he noticed abt it..i only spoke to him again 2 months b4 spm, n tht's bcoz we r taking class pic..after tht the rumours settled..lepas abis spm, i dont give a damn abt him anymore..a few of my friends did call me n give me the updates abt him..he became top student at his uni.good for him, but i dont give a shit..when i was in year 2, met him during my campus open day..he came to my campus to meet his friends, n i think he didnt know tht i studied there too..it was a shock..n embarassing actually..then a long pause until he sent me a msg thru friendster a few years later, asking if i still remember him.aiyaa..what kind of question is tht?how can i forget my classmates?no matter how much i hate u..i will always remember u ..then silence again..until tonite i saw his testimonials..ppl are congratulating him on his 'wedding of the year event' walla...congrats from me too!! n pls know tht i am so happy tht u r married to someone else coz u kept haunting me all these years!!
ive been a good fan of cari.com...in there, got lots of problems faced by the cari members..they shared the problems with the viewers so that it will be less burden for them..there's one topic that caught my attention.the host for the thread was caught in a dilemma..hmm..how shall i put it? ok..we call the writer of this prob as A..A had crush on B (err..actually i forgot whether A is a gal or a guy..assuming A is a gal, so B should be a guy..unless of course A is actually a lesbian, then B would b a gal also :p) A said they had been hanging out together for quite sometime, n one fine day she decided that she should talk abt her feelings to B..once said, all gone..B told her that they are "just friends" ..nothing more than that...so now A is kinda sad abt it.the thread got a lot of viewers and comments..most of them shared the same experiences and support what A did..at least she let it out and now she got confirmation that B is not interested in her..so most of them advised her to just let it go and move on..but i think A is having a rough time to get over it coz she kept posting lyrics of sad songs in there..after that i was so bz that i didnt have the chance to keep track on the thread..but last few days i managed to get back there..well, i can say the thread has gone cold now..i guessed everyone has got over with their problems now..may b they (including the host of the thread) has finally let go of their crush and found someone else..who knows kan?i read that this Rat year promised almost everyone good fortune in their relationships..had a copy of Malaysian Women's Weekly for February edition..in conjunction with CNY n Valentine's , they put up chinese astrology for the new year and a lot of tips for Valentine's celebration..as far as i can remember , all the zodiac has goody-goody luck this year abt relationships(love and romance) since what they called as "The Flower of Romance" seems to shine on everyone..cool ehh?but the Rooster was warned as we are prone to ROAD ACCIDENTS AND LAWSUITS this year :((knowing me as the clumsy gal...err...seems like i have to be extra careful on the road..oh..btw, as for Rooster's relationships...i was given this advice : Nurture ur relationship - it's a good time to give each other more space and develop interests of your own.. hmm...sounds like telling me to stop bugging the partner and mind your own business!!!auchhh ..tak fair kan?i havent got a partner yet, n if i found one this year..i cant cling on him too much..isyk...susahnya ..baik tak payah ada kalau cam gitu kan?
never celebrate V-day before...but this year i got a V-card from abang..very nice..very cool..very sweet :) i love it!! thanx abang :))i wish i can put the pic here..but it wont be fair for the sender..rite?well...these 2 days, i got 2 funerals..both my aunts from both side-maternal and paternal.its quite a blue day for me today..seeing my aunt dikafankan really touched my heart..when they opened for the family to give the final kiss for my late aunt, i started to cry my heart out, quietly..i wish i can go there n gave my final kiss but it wont b appropriate especially when my tears r still rolling down my cheek :( hmm..cant say anything else.. Alfatihah to both my aunts...may they rest in peace
waa..what a negative title ehh? hehehe..gimmick saja la kawan..no worries :)actually today is not so bad..we got a handful of patients for out patient this morning, and luckily kak niny gave us a hand..gosh..i missed working with her especially when dealing with difficult extractions..she is so skillful..then in the afternoon i got my on call case..simple case only n the patient co-operate very well..so considered easy la..initially i want to give wadi a chance to do the suturing,..but he declined..hmm..tak cukup confident lagi kot..dont worry..u will gain that soon..very very soon indeed..so today is feb 4th..3 more days to CNY...10 more days to Valentine's..n i have got nothing to do with both events..hmm...what else do we have in feb..lemme check....err...NOTHING (?)..aiyaa...boring nya..just now i was reading my previous posts..it brings me back to the good old times..haaiii...i missed having my good time..n i realised im happy when im on holiday in KL (what the heck..it IS holiday..who doesnt love it?)..ok..CORRECTION !! i used to b happy here too before ..but that was wayyy back when i was working at the hospital with my good friends..there were 5 of us n we clicked very well.its like we were the 5 sisters..always be together..hmm..miss those moments..now its very difficult to get together since 2 of us had been transfered to Selangor.but its ok..well,u know what they said ?...Friendship Remains And Never Can End!!I MISS YOU ALL.... KAK JIE , KAK JHAN, AZNI AND SITI :)
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