down the memory lane

today, my friend and i went to our former college.we heard rumors that our former lecturer is going somewhere else, so i want to meet him before he left the place.lets just say i banyak dosa dengan dia.
when i was in my learning process, of course la i did things very slowly n often, i had to repeat my works more than twice.this fellow lecturer, i think he noted how slow i was,so he kept 'scolding' me until at one time i really got fed up with him.but then i guess teachers can always sense when their students at their lowest key.so he came to me after class n gave me a note-to-remember. i got quite a few notes to take home actually ...such as :-

• dont waste ur material..make sure things that u do will b perfectly done on ur 1st attempt
• u did well in ur presentation, but please dont speak too fast..u r not catching LRT here

sometimes simple comments like that really get into ur soul n stay there.

i want to apologize to him for my misbehave during my study days n tell him tht i really appreciate what he taught me all this time.but the words just wont come out when i met him today.

last year, i had to apologize to him also bcoz i think i misbehaved in tutorial.but when i meet him, he said he forgot what the hell i was talking about.which scene?he said if he cant remember anything...then it must b nothing..eisyk..i pulak yang malu...was i the one who is being over sensitive for nothing here?