wedding bells are ringing!!

it's mid june..
early this month, we had the first AFM for this year to discuss about MY WEDDING!! yippieee...
makes me blushed all day :) im very happy because everyone is supporting us to get married, n they even wanted to make it ASAP...woah...do i sound like someone desperate to be a wife? :p

last weekend, i went to KL for my IELTS...pray hard i will pass it with flying colors..reached KL 1 hour later than expected..na picked me from KLIA and we headed straight to Kak ani's house..kak jae was there also..i had a talk with kak ani on what should i do for the wedding..

the next day,went back to na's house only to find out that we got no water from the pipeline..if i was not mistaken it's due to SYABAS doing some maintenance work with the water tank..so we went to Alamanda to hv lunch and pray..played a game of chess with na at the starbucks n guess what? i LOST!!ceh..tak aci..

sent na to work, then stayed at home until 6 pm when abang took me out for dinner..we were supposed to be back around 9 pm..but since im done with my revision, we continued our date ..went to IOI Puchong for dinner then went to Dataran Putrajaya for a stroll around the park..there was a big crowd there..n we had such a great time together :) na n i went to kak da's house after she finished her work

the next day,na sent me to sit for the exam..after the exam, had lunch with kak yus and aszraf..later abang arrived at KLCC, so abang n i went to do some engagement/wedding shopping together..got our perfumes and my rings!!! lovely..lovely..thanx sayang for choosing them for me..i m very lousy at making decisions, but luckily i have u dear :) all my life i only made few decisions that i can proudly claimed as a very good ones..but im sure choosing u is the best decision ive ever made..

tell me, where else can i find a good looking guy who wears specs, kind hearted,highly motivated, caring, loving,supportive, and someone who will help to cut ur meals into small portions so u can eat them easily?i dont know about others, but it's really really hard for me to find this one,so im not going to let him go ,ever..i cant afford losing him

the day afterwards, abg picked me at kak da's house and we went to survey for attires and bought few other stuffs...then he sent me to KLIA...

what a tiring weekend..going here n there really tires me out..but it's a fruitful weekend anyway..can't wait for the next phase... *wink*

the amazing 9th may :)

i went to KL again last weekend for a special family gathering...to introduce my family to abang n vice versa.. abang didnt come alone, he was accompanied by his mom n his son ..so it's quite a pleasant experience..

the day before that, na n i went to kak da's house for some spring cleaning..we managed to clear up the mess (it wasnt much actually) with the help of kak da, n her children. u see, kak da just had a knee operation and it is still in healing process..so we shouldnt put her into a heavy house chores as yet..

the next morning, we had some last minute shopping..bought fruits and birthday cake for my nephews n nieces..

to cut it short, the event went very very well..abang, his mom and my family members seems to connect well..am so pleased with the whole event..after that, abang n his mom invited me to join them for some road tour to meet their close relatives around KL..got to meet his Mak Chor , aunty and grandma on his mom side...hv i mentioned that abang is half Malay-half Chinese?her mom is a Chinese..it's great to see that even though she had converted to b a Muslim, she still maintain a good relationship with her family..

gosh...i can't believe it's over..now we r a step forward in our relationship..can't wait for the big event to set into place *shy*

please pray for us..there's so much things need to b done before it can happen..i hope i will enjoy it along the way ..after all being with the one who u love so deeply is the best thing that can happen to a couple, rite? now i see why love can b so funny and make ppl do all the weird things they have never done before.. it is so funny that the explainations for it is beyond words :p

abang's song-sempurna (andra &the backbone)

Kau begitu sempurna
Di mataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujamu
Di setiap langkahku
Ku kan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa ku bayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

*Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Tak kan mampu menghadapi semua,
hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku, lengkapi diriku
oh sayangku kau begitu,

sempurna....

Kau genggam tanganku
saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
kau bisikan kata yang hapus semua sesalku
(*)

merdeka...partially

i just got back from my 5 days trip to brunei and 3 days trip to KL..
in conclusion...i dah merdeka!! at least from mfds..it's a relief to see there's no more countdown on my laptop screen..but later, will sit for IELTS pulak...sigh...sape cakap nk sambung study ni senang?n pls don't ask me abt mfds...i got no comment abt it..

now i nk talk abt my KL trip je..as usual, it always turn out wonderful..got to meet my twin , Na, my most favourite guy, abang and my always close to the heart ppl, my siblings...now tht ive done with my exam, rasa lagi best sbb boleh go out n have fun without feeling guilty sbb tak baca buku for tht day..

my flight from brunei was delayed 20 minutes later than the scheduled time..for the first time in my life, i felt so homesick when i was abroad...i mean really really damn homesick..so when the flight got into KL airspace, the glimpse of lights all around KL makes me feel soooo excited...rasa mcm nak gi kat cockpit and tell the pilot suh drive laju2 sket..biar cepat sket sampai..can't wait to step my foot on Malaysia's land...actually i paling tak sabar nk meet the one who supposed to pick me that nite **shy** i hv to admit , almost 4 days without listening to his voice drives me half nuts..ok..let's make it three quarter ;)
3 of my friends ikut i balik umah na tht nite coz their flight back to kb would b on the next day..so abang sent us all back to na's house..nothing much happened then..by the time we reach the house,we were all too tired already ..
the next day, i sent my friends to lcct..na went to work as usual..at 6.30 pm, abang came to pick me for our date :) waah...i still found it hard to believe ..anyway, we had a great time together..makan2, jalan2...lepak2... then tunggu na balik from work.. i wished that nite will never end..
on friday, na cuti Good Friday..so we went to visit kak Da n kak Ani..after that, we headed straight to Alamanda to meet abang for our routine movie session..got tickets for mid nite movie..jenuh jugak nunggu time nk masuk rex..we end up lepak depan carrefour , na main internet kat laptop dia, abang main internet kat pda dia..i dok tercongok kat situ tak tau nak main apa..last2 i kacau both of them..tu la...sape suh tak bagi i something that will keep me bz?hehhe..the movie was great.."fast and furious 4" ...the guy next to na tak abis2 bercakap during 1/4 of the movie..it irritates na a bit...i was irritated as well....but then lepas tu dia senyap..i tot he was paying full attention to the movie, but later na cakap he was quiet coz his partner dh tdo...wahahhahhaa..padan muka..gf pun tdo dengar dia cakap...lepas tgk movie, alamanda mmg dh officially tutup, sampai parking lot pun dia bagi free..agaknya nk halau org keluar cepat2 kot..hehe..lawak laa
my last day there, i was supposed to bring abang to kak Da's house to meet my siblings who will gathered there..but since it was a schooling day (sekolah ganti) , so the plan was rescheduled..instead, na, abe di and me met abang at IOI mall..best nya..got to spend some time with abang b4 i fly back to kb..unfortunately my flight was delayed more than 2 hours..isyk...penat siyut..esok i nak EL...nk rest sket..n may b do some facial thingy..ive to keep my promise to do tht as a regular routine .. hope it will turn out well :)

the next phase in life

my mind is cracking by day now..sooo much to think about

my exam is just around the corner..with everyone counting on me, it just makes my feet getting colder and colder..im afraid soon the peripheries will go gangrene secondary to vasoconstriction...
mat cah's gone ...joining USM as trainee lecturer..will i follow his foot step?NOPE..i guess that won't happen to me..though i was born as a daughter to a pair of wonderful teachers, somehow i didn't inherit their talents in teaching..so u can count me out :p

i hope everything will go as according to plan..1st the exam, then the place at the uni, then the interview for scholarship..then off for my post-graduate study...AMIN..my aim is to be a U48 before i reach 35..

it's no news that i'm in a serious relationship with abang..at least not to our families :p
we got some pre-plans for the future , n i really hope things will turn out well.. it's such a funny feeling..i used to feel nauseated when my friends talk abt being in relationships and wedding preparations..can't believe im going through all that now! need to pinch my arms everyday just to make sure i wasn't dreaming :)

does the relationship affect my study? well, i can't deny that totally..somehow it does affect a lil bit..there's pros n cons to it.. now i am more motivated to upgrade myself to a higher level because now 'i' am not 'i myself'..but i got a 'he' and 'us' ... n the word doesn't change as a single unit..it comes with a long tail behind...well...let's talk about the tail next time...
i nak gi semayang la...
bye :p

the mushy season of the year..

it's kinda different this year..if u know what i mean *wink wink*

for the first time in my life, i shop for a Valentine's gift, or card...cant decide which one will b the best option, considering Valentine's is just a week away..i hope i can get it posted on time..

few friends offered to belanja me makan lately..had a dinner with Izzi and another junior from USM last few nights...we went to USM later..waahh lamanya tak balik USM..dah lama tak lepak kat DM 3..tgk padang golf..makan kat nurani...i miss those moments very much..

i was supposed to have lunch with G tomorrow, but due to a few circumstance, ive to cancel it ..byk plan laa..told u it's not easy being me..

i havent got my password for my ATM..so, u can say im broke!! luckily HSBC sent me my replacement card already..well, it's time for me to get familiarize with it..

local news...what the heck is happening in Perak now? i dont watch news regularly..just read the papers when i found some spare time to be killed..so it kinda surprise me to know Perak particularly Kuala Kangsar is in chaos..hmm..i adore Sultan Azlan and his son Raja Nazrin...but i cant understand y he refused for re-election after the 3 ADUNs announced to step out from PR...well, for sure it's going to b leceh a bit...but when things like this happened, i think it is wise to go for a re-election..at least u can spare the riots and demonstration done by the people who r not happy with the decision..it's not a good news to the whole country anyway..and personally, im not happy as well..i always like Perak, the sultan, the Raja Muda, the people and the land itself..for me it is a fair and peace state (besides Kelantan of course)..since i used to study there for nearly 2 years, and was so used with Taiping and Kuala Kangsar, i cant imagine the choas that took place yesterday..too bad..i dont think managing Perak now will b an easy task for the new MB..

it is devastating to learn that Malaysia's politic has gone from bad to worse...it is so obvious all this things happen for a reason and the most prominent one that we can speculate on is related to $$.. please stop all the bullshits..saying it got nothing to do with this and that..since when an enemy came to u to discuss on some personal issue?dah tak de org lain nk discuss abt it ke?
and since when being a TPM means u got an ear to everyone's personal problems?i tot all this while we were told that being in the cabinets means bz, bz, and bz..tht u hardly find time to entertain even ur own family?hmm..if u r so very free...y dont u come to our hospital in KB and use some of ur 'powerful influence' so that we can get our ACC a.sa.p ...that way, we can hv a more spacious environment to work, our patients will b more comfortable and KKM can spare the headaches dealing with all the complaints about this and that..that way...everyone will be happy...rite?

gotta be somebody

Lyrics | Nickelback lyrics - Gotta Be Somebody lyrics

confuse..confuse

everyone gone through a nasty experience
that we wish for it to never happen...
but life is dull without a challenge..
and it comes with a reason

u want something, u gonna lose the other..
which one do u prefer to gain?
the thing that is right under ur nose,
or something that may exist after tomorrow?

we were told not to be greedy..
and to treat others nicely..
i wish it would be that easy...
to make everyone happy

my purse was stolen tonite!!

geram, bengang, depressed

i woke up at abt 5.20 am this morning just to find out 3 of my handbags (which i kept rotating among them) and my make-up bag was lying all over near the windows in my bedroom..the first thought tht came to my mind was "is this my nephew's punya keja or the monyet belakang rumah?"
then i realised there's no more monyet/beruk in my housing area..ada org masuk umah lagi ke?but if so, my hp and laptop are safe at their places..then i checked for my purse..it's gone!!!

arghhh...told my parents and kak ani about it..we went to check at the back of the house only to find a stool placed at the wall of my room and a 'galah' nearby..hmm..thought so

so, i started to look for bank numbers to freeze my account..for one of the bank, the customer service said my card had been blocked due to 3 attempts to withdraw the money without success..so i can get the replacement card later at the nearest branch..

for another bank..ive checked my internet banking balance..still intact..pheww...then when i scrolled down, turns out that the bank provides to delete ATM card..so i did that..later have to take a new one..

arghh..tension nya..its not about losing RM350 which i planned to pay my car loan today...but it's about having to go here n there just to make reports and get new cards for all the banks i have, my IC, and driving license...arghhh..kena denda lagi...its my 2nd time for me to lose my IC...kena denda lg byk laa kali ni..cam siyut je diorg ni...mcm tau2 je i cuti today..jaki betul..tak boleh tgk org senang...

another thing is that they took my BodyGlove purse which i bought when i passed my PRO 1 ..n tht was nearly 10 years back.. it kinda has a sentimental value to me because it's the first branded purse that i have..n it is really tahan lasak..ive lent it to Abe before..n yet still in a good shape...now i have to buy a new one..i did buy a new purse when i went to Bali..but it's too lady like and big..tak best ..so..i do need to get a new one..tak kisah la kalau mcm budak2...as long as it's convenient

the sarcastic me

i guess it has been a rough week for everyone..
im bz (or buat2 bz) with my study..
abang bz with his endless work..
kak ani and kak jae bz with audit...
kak ta bz with OT and on calls..
ery bz with his new school..
kak mc bz with preparation to move to her new house...
my nephews ..abe, syahmi and baby bz with their exams n study..

so...in a nut shell, everyone is going nuts..when i go nuts, i got tensed up...
when i tensed up, i become sarcastic out of no reason...
so who is my favourite victim?definitely abang laa...hehe
sabar ye...tu la ..bukan senang nk jadi my friend..kena tahan telinga sket..n has to predict when will my mood starts to swing again :p

p/s : since i already clarified abt me being in a swing mood for the time being, pls dont have the urge to challenge me in any possible ways... when i stopped talking to u, that means i dont feel like talking to you until further notice...so back off!!